It's almost the end of fall semester 2010 and I can't help but feel...well, regret. I guess in terms of academics, but more towards my social and spiritual life.
Honestly, I miss 'Cuse a lot. I miss all my friends and being around people who believed in the same things I did. I miss eating with someone, just hanging out in each other's rooms, even walking to class together. It breaks my heart to see this disappear from where I am now. It hurts how I'm still holding onto the past when everyone has moved on.
Loneliness has become a close friend. It makes me wonder if this is what I deserve.. Or this is what it is in the end...
I fear that once I disappear, it would be as if I left... Without a trace..As if I didn't exist..
Through all this, I have found that I have become a great actress myself. It makes me wonder if anybody around me has the same kind of heart.. That is why I want to leave you with this Bible verse that has me holding on..
"The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."